“Don’t talk too much truth or we’ll ostracize you and say you need healing or don’t have love”

Titus 3:10 A man that is an heretick after the first and second admonition reject;
11 Knowing that he that is such is subverted, and sinneth, being condemned of himself.


TRUTH: Discipline rejects heresy; Manipulation rejects truth. Scripture and the Commandments and the New Covenant Order of God is the Plumbline.

LOVE: Discipline in Love communicates the first time AND the second time. Manipulation doesn’t make any effort to communicate truth in love directly, it just ostracizes and uses rejection or threats as a form of power.

TRUTH makes us FREE only if we CONTINUE in His Word. That’s REAL LOVE.

if you care to understand SoSpression

My biggest passion is not for success and influence. It’s not to be more righteous or right or holier than anybody else. My biggest passion is not really even to see souls saved with the gospel, or for revival, or for justice for the oppressed. Those things are great but but they are just stepping stones… My biggest passion is for the presence of God on earth, the New Jerusalem coming down from heaven, the Beautiful Situation of the Great King to be here with Us!

Reddit/Gamestop and Commandment Keeping Assemblies

If a reddit page has this much power to bankrupt an investment firm that was betting on Gamestop’s business to lose money… imagine how much power a Commandment-Keeping Assembly has over the Sorcery Games that the devil plays when they PRAY in AGREEMENT with the Most High.

I tell you very soon: Babylon will fall IN ONE DAY!

Economic Injustice, Babylon business models, Hebrew slavery, sexual slavery, prison slavery, financial slavery, etc… its going to all end IN ONE DAY!

This is why the New Covenant Assembly is patterned after Moses, Elijah, and the Son of David (Jesus) in the Tabernacle of David.

This is also why the devil will always send satanic messengers and heresies to try to divide and break up Commandment Keeping Assemblies that are building a House of Prayer.

Because the devil knows that YAH put POWER into the BODY of MESSIAH, and when we come into AGREEMENT, his Sorcery games are Over, and ZION’S BLESSING will be Released and Revealed to the Whole Earth!

Massive power will be released both for blessings and judgements!

Revelation 18:8 Therefore shall her plagues come IN ONE DAY, death, and mourning, and famine; and she shall be utterly burned with fire: for strong is the Lord God who judgeth her.

Isaiah 66:8 Who hath heard such a thing? who hath seen such things? Shall the earth be made to bring forth IN ONE DAY? or shall A NATION BE BORN at once? for as soon as ZION TRAVAILED, she brought forth her children.

This is why we do what we do and avoid distractions. We want to see the Kingdom Come!

Repent And Return to the Most High!

If you don’t understand that God hates the Innocent Blood shed by RACISM equally as much as He hates the Innocent Blood shed by ABORTION – You Are the Problem.

If you don’t understand that God hates the Innocent Blood shed by ABORTION equally as much as He hates the Innocent Blood shed by RACISM – You Are the Problem.

If you are passionate about protecting the 1st and 2nd Amendment but you won’t protect the 2nd (graven images & idolatry) or the 4th Commandment (keeping the 7th Day Sabbath holy) – You are the Problem.

If you keep the Ordinances of the your State’s Governor in Businesses because of Fear of a Plandemic but think that the Ordinances of Jesus’s Apostles for Assemblies was “only for Bible times” – You are the Problem.

When will we as the Body of Messiah stop looking for every degree of knowledge except for the knowledge of Commandments of God?

When will we stop seeking every ordination except the Ordinances of King Jesus?

When will we stop chasing every source of Political influence, Media influence, and Financial influence… while we continually RESIST and DISREGARD the influence of the Holy Spirit?

Power belongs to God and change will come when His people HUMBLE THEMSELVES and return to Him – Specifically by Honoring His Actual INSTRUCTIONS.

Repent And Return to the Most High!

Let My People Go, That they May SERVE ME!

When Yah destroyed all the idols of Egypt and set our people free from Pharaoh, He gave us a new identity, new laws, new ordinances, and even a new calendar.

The reason our generation still envies the oppressor and chooses the ways of the oppressor is because we have chosen to keep the same identity as the oppressor, the same laws as the oppressor, the same ordinances as the oppressor, and the same idolatry as the oppressor.

Seeking Salvation, Justice, and Freedom should not be a crusade for our own selfishness, individualism, and branding. This only leads to failure and new ways to be conquered by your enemy.

Freedom only has one purpose. “Let my people go – that they may Worship Me.”

If we won’t keep His 10 Commandments and worship Him in Spirit and in Truth, in Decency and in Order, we will never be truly free.

Exodus 18:20 And thou shalt TEACH them ORDINANCES and LAWS, and shalt shew them the WAY wherein they must WALK, and the WORK that they must do.

Don’t Die in the Wilderness

The Wilderness is where you go when you get freedom from Pharaoh.

The Promised Land is where you go when you get freedom from Your Own Iniquity.

Yes we need TRUTH that gives us freedom from Oppression but let’s not ignore the TRUTH that gives us freedom from our own Wicked Ways. Otherwise you just die in the Wilderness.

Don’t die in the wilderness.

1. REPENT and OBEY Gods 10 Commandments in the GRACE of the GOSPEL!
2. DELIVERANCE without DISCIPLESHIP is Dangerous (demons 7x worse are waiting to return). SUBMIT to New Covenant ORDER.
3. HEALING comes to those HUMBLE enough to RECEIVE not just Information but CORRECTION.

Let’s look at the Scriptures:

John the Baptist was in the Wilderness to Prepare the Way for the Messiah. What did He say after Yashua appeared?

“He must increase, I must decrease.”

Your wilderness ministry must decrease when you figure out who Yashua is.

When Jesus started out His New Covenant ministry to Build His Congregation, what did all the Wilderness followers of John the Baptist do?

They “found the Messiah” and followed Him.

When you find Jesus you leave the “Wilderness ministry” and follow Him making disciples and building Congregations.

Jesus went into the Wilderness for 40 days. Not a very long time at all. What happened after Jesus passed His time of Testing in the Wilderness?

He went in the power of the Spirit and taught the Kingdom to all. Jesus also demonstrated to His Apostles everything that they were supposed to do for His New Covenant Congregation.

When you are filled with the Spirit and you learn what the New Covenant requires, “Wilderness ministry” is very temporary, because your focus becomes doing exactly what the Father and the Son has Commanded – keeping His Commandments and Building His Congregations.

Paul was a Pharisee and persecuted Believers. His wilderness period was longer because He had a lot of demonic deliverance to go thru, and Jesus had to personally teach Him His Commandments and Ordinances to take to the Gentiles.

When you are delivered from internal devils and you learn what Jesus has commanded, then it becomes time for you to “leave the wilderness” and to Build Congregations.

When a person starts to wear their “Wilderness ministry” experience like a badge of employment instead of a temporary preparation/learning period, what are they really saying?

– They are rebellious and stubborn (children of Israel).

– They are complainers and usurpers of authority (Sons of Korah).

– They can’t control their anger (Moses).

– Their wilderness time has been spent complaining about food and water rather than fasting to receive revelation and power.

– They have chosen to increase in their own conceits (ideas) when it is past time for them to decrease, discover, obey the Gospel of Messiah and build New Covenant Congregations.

– They have chosen to be complainers instead of Builders and supporters of Yahshua’s New Covenant Congregation-Building Commandments and Ordinances, which are already spelled out clearly in Scripture.

– They have chosen to reject the New Covenant Messengers that Jesus has trained and sent to them; instead of joining, supporting, or helping them build New Covenant Congregations.

– They are not yet filled with the Spirit or delivered from devils, and they still need to find freedom and healing from their own iniquity and error so that they can graduate past the wilderness and become a New Covenant Congregation Builder.

Don’t Reject the Word of God or the New Covenant Messengers of God!

Don’t Die in the Wilderness!

God will always lead you to the Promised Land of His Presence… on this Rock He is building His Congregation!

God always sends us opportunities to build or help build pure, Commandment-keeping Assemblies that are full of love and holiness. Some of us are called to build them ourselves.

We have to have our eyes open and be humble enough to take those opportunities to serve.

Even if an entire generation chooses to die in the wilderness of stubbornness; YOU make your heart like Caleb & Joshua❤GO ALL IN w/YAH! 🔟👑 #meandmyhouse

What’s the Difference between the Promised Land and the Wilderness?

In the wilderness, you live on miracles.
In the promised land, you live on abundance and make miracles happen for others!
In the wilderness, God works for you.
In the promised land, God works thru you!
In the wilderness, God blesses you even in your sin, because it’s the time of ignorance
In the promised land, God judges sin ruthlessly, because you will reap exactly what you sow. But He also empowers you with grace to overcome and produce eternal fruit!



All things in Love, and for His Glory: A Testimony of Infant Loss and the Faithfulness of God


Love and Glory. My baby girls in heaven. My baby girls in heaven. It still feels surreal to write that, say that, think that. I have 4 daughters. That statement has to sink in. This is the first time I have thought and articulated that fact. I have four daughters.

I just realized a dream I had may have been about my girls, not sure. This is very hard to write, but I am doing it for God, to testify of His goodness through the valley of the shadow of death. There will be random streams of thought littered in this testimony. The emotions are still so raw, it’s the only way I can get this on paper right now.

“Mom, I’m pregnant…” I blurted out over the phone. She was in the hospital at the time, and had a few more days to wait before undergoing heart surgery. Maybe I should not have called her, she was in the hospital. Perhaps that should have been an announcement for another time. But she was the first one I wanted to share the news with. After God and my husband, she was my greatest support.

“Oh, Reena, I am so proud of you.” Her voice and her words were comforting and reassuring. This would be my 6th child. Knowing she was happy and proud of me, made me feel confident in our decision to receive children when God sent them. I called my OB and set my first prenatal appointment after I got off of the phone with her.

My mother died April 1, 2019. I was around 6 weeks pregnant with baby Love. I grieved so hard, cried so hard, screamed so hard. My mommy. Over the weeks she was hospitalized before she passed away, I felt like she was being ripped away from me, and I could not stop it. During my other pregnancies, whenever I would get emotional about different things and call my mom crying, she would always tell me to try and calm down, that too much stress was not good for the baby.

Well, what was I supposed to do now? How was I supposed to stay calm now? The grief was so great, the stress was so great, the pain so loud yet there were no words to describe it. She had told me she was proud of me when I called and told her I was pregnant, just weeks earlier. Now, here I was, without her, trying to remember to stay calm, so as not to stress out the baby when my own mother who carried me in her womb, slipped away from me. Staying calm proved too difficult this time. I felt like someone had ripped my insides to shreds.

Months of grieving. Going through my pregnancy, dragging myself to prenatal appointments. Trying not to grieve too hard and stress my baby. Great sadness became even greater. I got a call from my midwife, saying they found some abnormalities with the baby and I needed to come in for an appointment with maternal fetal medicine.

“No, they are wrong. I am going to have this baby and everything is going to be fine” that was my first reaction after talking with my midwife. I wanted to carry myself and my baby through this on faith. Afterall, doctors have been wrong so many times about these things. So many times. This would just be another one of those times.

When I told my husband, he was not bothered by it either. We are people of faith.  At my appointment with the maternal fetal medicine doctor, he explained to me the extent of the problems with the baby. She had a condition called Tricime 18, which effects the 18th chromosome, causing multiple physical abnormalities which most babies cannot survive.

I made the unfortunate mistake of attending this appointment alone. Tears rushed to my eyes that I could not hold back. They shot out of my eyes before I could catch them. The doctor seemed taken aback at my response. He left the room to give me privacy as I continued to crumble. Searching for my phone I frantically called my husband, no answer, I called my Dad, no answer. All I wanted was to talk to my mom, to tell her what was happening. To tell her what they said about my baby.

I finally reached my husband on the phone, and I told him what the doctors were saying. I can’t remember everything that was said, but I wanted him to make it not true. Somehow, I wanted him to tell me something that would fix the baby. My heart was so desperate. I left the doctor’s office with tears streaming down my face, people stared at me, I was visibly distraught. My sister was watching my children downstairs in the hospital lobby area. I tried to pull myself together before I saw the children. But they knew something was wrong.  We got in the van to drive home. No longer able to contain my emotions I pulled over and cried in a Walgreens parking lot, with my sister and children in the car. My heart was breaking. At home I tried to walk in faith, I tried to speak words of resurrection over my baby, I tried to speak healing and life over my baby.

Despite our prayers, on July 25, 2019 I gave birth to a stillborn baby girl who was 24 weeks gestation. We named her Love Anna. The delivery was chaotic. I have a rare blood type and an even more rare antibody in my blood from a previous pregnancy. Before the planned delivery, the hospital wanted to have extra blood on hand in case of an emergency during the delivery. However, due to the rarity of my blood, the hospital was unable to locate any in time.

The doctors spoke to me of alternative plans and what they would do in case I started bleeding after the delivery. There was a risk of the placenta not detaching because of the early delivery. In that case, they would need to go in and surgically remove it. That procedure would also carry its own risks. Due to the baby being deceased inside my womb for so long, there was also risk of me contracting an infection.

However, due to prayer and God’s gentleness, our little girl Love was born in caul, the sac fully intact. There was no bleeding, there was no problem with placental detachment, there was no infection. God kept me safe in the hospital, and I am so grateful and thankful.

The days leading up to the delivery were hard days. Arranging child care for our five children so I could go give birth, going back and forth with the doctors on rather or not they could get the blood, changing hospitals, feeling sorrowful because I did not have the emotional support of my mother for the first time in my life.

It felt as if I was in a cloud of pain…sprinkled with rainbow raindrops.  The rainbow being the great way God protected me in my most vulnerable moment, the way people loved on and helped us as we went through this. The rainbow being the hope God offered us with the purpose He gave our deceased child. We had hope, in a dark and desperate situation. God gave us a rainbow of His Love.

Months earlier I dreamed that my mom video-called me. When I answered she was in a pediatricians office. She was holding a baby girl. The baby was only wearing a diaper as if she were being examined by the doctor. I vaguely remember holding a toddler as I watched the video call in the dream. I asked my mom who the baby belonged to. Then she hung up the video call abruptly. It was clear she did not want to tell me who the baby belonged to. Love Anna was born and buried in July 2019.

I became pregnant again in December 2019. How happy we were, how excited we were. The children were delighted, they had been devastated by Love’s death. When Love died, my girls talked and prayed about the new baby that would come. We thought those prayers were answered when I became pregnant five months after delivering Love.

However, the joy quickly turned to a battle when I started cramping and spotting at 5 weeks. In hopes of stopping my body from miscarrying the baby I used an herbal tincture called cramp bark that stops muscle spasms.  Wanting to do all I could to facilitate a healthy pregnancy, I had several ultrasounds over a 5-week period, the baby, placenta and sac seemed normal.

The spotting stopped around 10 or 11 weeks. All seemed to be going well after the spotting stopped, the baby had a strong heartbeat. During one ultrasound at around 12 weeks we actually saw her flipping and moving vigorously. A joyful sight after losing our daughter Love.

Our 16-week prenatal appointment was cancelled due to the plandemic and Covid-19. At 20 weeks I was scheduled to have an anatomy scan to determine the sex of the baby and check on organ development and growth.

As the time grew closer, I became more and more nervous. Thinking the nervousness, I felt was residual trauma from losing Love, I tried to brush it off and put on a brave face. Going into the ultrasound appointment I felt very uneasy.

When the ultra sound began the tech began to ask me if I experienced any illness or bleeding in the pregnancy. I told her I had mild spotting early on but it had subsided. Sternness in her face, avoiding eye contact with me she locked her eyes on the ultrasound screen. She said she needed to go get the doctor. It is not typical for a doctor to be brought into an ultra sound, that is a clear sign that something is very wrong.

The doctor came in and told me that my baby’s heart was not beating. He was very blunt and to the point.  In that moment there are no words. What can you say? He said it seemed as if the baby passed away some time ago.

Once again, I was at the appointment alone. “There is no heartbeat” each word burned like a scorching flame on my heart. The nurse and doctor crept out of the room, unable to comfort a weeping stranger.

The hopes of holding a sweet baby in my arms, the joy that flows when the baby is born, all the plans that danced in my head while looking forward to welcoming a new child. All that I had imagined, taken from me, and my arms left empty.

Calling my husband and mid wife on the phone, and just like when I got Love’s diagnosis, I wanted my husband to fix it, I wanted the mid-wife to fix it. But no one on earth could fix it this time either. I cried my heart out. I did not know if I was able to drive myself home, but I had no choice.

I had the van and my husband was at home with our five children. I had to drive myself home. Screaming in the van, crying to God that I am sorry, so sorry for anything I did that caused my baby’s sweet brief life to be taken away. I am so sorry.

The worst part, the worst part…my children were waiting at home anticipating my return so they could find out the gender of their new sibling. God helped me get myself together, after sitting in the parking garage for about half an hour I drove home. Face stained with tears, I pulled into the driveway and five beautiful faces appeared in the picture window in the house, waiting excitedly, watching me approach the door. My heart was in my feet. I felt unbearable shame, guilt, pain, I had to break their hearts again, for the third time in 12 months. My mother dying, Love dying, now this baby was also dead.

 Another induction for a stillborn. Again, no blood available to have on hand for me due to the rare antibody in my blood. Days for the induction process to take effect while the medical staff tried to find units of blood. There was no blood, the doctors came up with a back-up plan in-case my uterus started bleeding after delivery.

When I was finally admitted and labor had begun, I was lying in the hospital bed, journaling, and praying. I jotted down “God, somehow use this for your glory”. Contractions start and labor is progressing. I looked over at my husband Esosa and asked him what he wanted to name the baby. He said he was considering the name Glory. He did not know what I had written in my journal. It was confirmation, God was going to use this for His glory somehow.

When the baby was born that is when we found out the gender. It was a little girl. Our daughter, Glory Osai.

By God’s grace I delivered Glory safely, she was born in the amniotic sac, and there was no bleeding. My God is so faithful even in difficult circumstances.

The names of the girls we lost, Love Anna, and Glory Osai are a constant reminder to me what I should be doing. How grateful I am that my girl’s lives were not in vain, they have purpose. They remind me that I should be walking in Love, praying like Anna, and doing all things for the Glory of the Most High.

The smiles of my living children are much brighter to me, their laughter, silliness and just their presence, living, breathing presence, is something I no longer want to take for granted.

I have an assignment, to fight through the challenges that come with motherhood, to see the good and do it all with Love. Love is the principle thing. Doing all things in Love is what gives your work and sacrifices an eternal weight of Glory.

Women of God, if you are holding a living baby, count it a privilege. If you get to wake up at night with a living baby, count it a joy.

If you get to raise children, count it an honor. Children are a heritage of the Lord and the fruit womb a reward. Count it a joy.

Psalms 127:Lo, children are an heritage of the Lord: and the fruit of the womb is his reward.

As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man; so are children of the youth.

Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them: they shall not be ashamed, but they shall speak with the enemies in the gate.

James 1:My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;

Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.

But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.

Love tolerates everything except Rebellion. Rebellion tolerates everything except Correction.

LOVE tolerates every form of Action except REBELLION.

Jesus is the KING OF LOVE. Yet He has no toleration for rebellion against His Commandments.

Revelation 2:20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou SUFFEREST that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. 21 And I gave her space to REPENT of her fornication; and she repented not.

The problem with letting rebellion go unchecked is that it reproduces, and then multiplies into the next generation.

Love will not allow rebellion to proliferate to the innocent, so it must be exposed and eliminated spiritually.

REBELLION receives every form of Love except CORRECTION.

Zephaniah 3:2 She obeyed not the voice; she received not CORRECTION ; she trusted not in the Lord; she drew not near to her God.

Rebellion doesn’t care what God has done for it, or what type of love God has given to it… as soon as correction comes – pride will rise up and block any further progress.

Fools receive every form of love except correction, because their trust is only in their own limited understanding.

Let God Define what Love really is; then the confusion that leads to rebellion against correction will disappear.

When you learn what Love really is, you will learn to embrace Correction and Grow into the Mature image of Christ.

1. Repent and Obey Gods 10 Commandments in the Grace of the Gospel!
2. Deliverance without Discipleship is Dangerous (demons 7x worse are waiting to return). Submit to New Covenant Order.
3. Healing comes to those Humble enough to Receive not just Information but Correction.

Season of Blessings and Warnings

The Season is shifted, tremendous Blessings and Favor are available.

But Please Believe – God is NOT Mocked:

There’s no shortcuts past repentance.
There’s no shortcuts past forgiveness.
There’s no shortcuts past obedience.
There’s no shortcuts past healing&deliverance.
There’s no shortcuts past His Commandments.
There’s no shortcuts past His Order.
There’s no shortcuts past His Spirit!

Enjoy your new season but if you thought you snuck past God’s Word the devil will SNEAK you! #message #beblessed #butbewarned #babylonwillfall #judgmentiscoming

Without Deliverance, Heart Circumcision, & Submission to Order: you either won’t enter into the Promised Land, or the Promised Land will spit you out!

Don’t get so excited about your season of blessing & increase that you forget what you were supposed to have learned in your season of testing and trial.🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
#sobermindedness #humility #obedience #discipline #order #thankfulness🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

Be THANKFUL but don’t get too excited about the Prosperity and Success in the Promised Land.

Get Excited about Fasting, Prayer, Deliverance, Obedience, Order, Discipline, Diligent Work, Worship, and Warfare.

Then you’ll be able to keep your spot in the Promised Land!


The Testimonies of the Historian Josephus MATCHING UP WITH the Testimony of Jesus Himself is the Nail in the Coffin for the Apocryphal Books, Extra Books and Pseudigraphical Books being Considered Anointed Scripture.

Even Josephus the Historian Confirmed that the Hebrew Scriptures consisted of only 22 Books (which combine dual books into 1 book, and the minor prophets into 1 book) which is the same as our 39 books in the Old Testament.

We have but twenty-two [books] containing the history of all time, books that are justly believed in; and of these, five are the books of Moses, which comprise the law and earliest traditions from the creation of mankind down to his death. From the death of Moses to the reign of Artaxerxes, King of Persia, the successor of Xerxes, the prophets who succeeded Moses wrote the history of the events that occurred in their own time, in thirteen books. The remaining four documents comprise hymns to God and practical precepts to men (William Whiston, trans., Flavius Josephus against Apion, Vol. I, in Josephus, Complete Works, Grand Rapids: Kregel, 1960, p. 8).

Josephus is confirming exactly what the Scriptures say, that the OT Scriptures consist of the Tanach: Law (Torah), Prophets (Joshua, Chronicles, Kings, Samuel, Major and Minor Prophets, and Wisdom Writings (Psalms-Song of Solomon).

Jesus Himself Confirms that the Scriptures only consist of the Law, the Prophets, and the Wisdom Writings (Psalms) aka the Tanach.

Luke 24:44 And he said unto them, These are the words which I spake unto you, while I was yet with you, that all things must be fulfilled, which were written in the LAW of Moses, and in the PROPHETS, and in the PSALMS, concerning me.

Jesus Himself confirms that the Prophetic books ended after Malachi (during the reign of Artaxerxes).

Luke 11:51 From the blood of Abel unto the blood of Zacharias which perished between the altar and the temple: verily I say unto you, It shall be required of this generation.

The testimony of OT Scriptures goes from the blood of Abel (Genesis) to the blood of Zachariah (the last minor prophet). Righteous blood speaks and has a testimony.

What is the Timeline of Zachariah and Artaxerxes?

Zechariah was written between 520-518 B.C., but he lived long after that.

Artaxerxes became king in 465 BC and died in 425 B.C.

Malachi was written near or before 433 B.C.

Ezra, Nehemiah, and Malachi were written during the reign of ARTAXERXES.

Haggai and Zechariah, if they lived to see their prophesies fulfilled, died during the reign of Artaxerxes.

Jesus CONFIRMED that Zechariah Son of Berekiah died IN A TEMPLE, which means he was killed after the temple was rebuilt.

So both Jesus the King and the Josephus the Historian confirm that the Old Testament Scriptures ended during the reign of Artaxerxes and the time of Zachariah and Malachi.

This leaves no room for the Apocryphal books or the extra books of Jasher, Enoch and Jubilees to be included in Scripture.

The only books that were added to Scripture after that was the testimonies of Jesus’s Apostles, as prophesied in Isaiah:

Isaiah 8:16 Bind up the testimony, seal the law among my disciples.